being koi

a long while ago, i thought i'd like 3 goldfish: curly, flo and ping








and then maybe a year or so ago,
p and i had a conversation about having some fish - a fishtank like his sister's, to persecute the cats. we could watch them while they watched
(and possibly terrified) the fish

there's always the alternative of plastic jellyfish




image found here

i love my love

i have wanted to do this ever since my love told me he has anarchic feet.
he is an inspiration to me. i love him absolutely.
i love my love with an a because he has anarchic feet

i love my love with a b because he has an eye for beauty

i love my love with a c because he likes cats

i love my love with a d because he is delicious

i love my love with an e because i want to be with him every day

i love my love with an f because he floats my boat

i love my love with a g because he talks to god

i love my love with an h because he is my hero

i love my love with an a i because he is an iconoclast

i love my love with a j because he likes jugs

i love my love with a k because he is a great kisser

i love my love with an l because he is a licker (leica, get it?)

i love my love with an m because he is music to my ears

i love my love with an n because he is nonsensical

i love my love with an o because he opens my heart

i love my love with a p because he's in the pod with me

i love my love with a q because he is quintessential

i love my love with an r because he's a ratbag

i love my love with an s because he has a sweet ass

i love my love with a t because he talks shit

i love my love with a u because he is my universe

i love my love with a v because he is a volcano

i love my love with a w because wild horses couldn't keep me away

i love my love with an x because he is an unknown quantity

i love my love with a y because he is curious (y, why, it's phonetic joke)

i love my love with a z because he brings the zeitgeist

piece of my mind/peace of mind

there's a scary similarity between the sentence structure but the two states of mind are screaming lightyears apart
(remo image only here for the "piece of (my) mind" reference)
while i've been in therapy for years (and it's given me a world of difference) there are some bits that refuse to shift, habits that are too forceful
act mindfully
all about embracing your demons / acceptance & commitment therapy
what are my demons?
*eating mindlessly distractedly desperately for comfort
*buying mindlessly distractedly desperately for comfort

*ignoring friends, allowing myself to drift from contact
*hiding from life burrowing & hibernating, and allowing myself to think it is too difficult to face
*ignoring my physical body's needs -diabetes & weight issues especially blood sugar control, exercise, good food

little boxes

more information about architects

6 degrees

tree-house, cubbyhouse, shed, shelter, lean-to

EPE Hawk 3 Person Hiking & Mountain Tent

TECHNICAL HIGHLIGHTS
Capacity: 3 person
Total Weight: 3.8kg
Trail Weight: 3.5g
Pack Size: 46 x 15cm
Height: 1.10cm

Flysheet: Polyester Ripstop 210T, 70D PU Coated 3000mm waterproof rating
Groundsheet: Polyester Taffeta 190T 75D PU Coasted 5000mmInner: Polyester Ripstop 210T 70D W/R Breathable No-see-um Mesh
Poles: Powerflex 7001-T6 alloy

Design/Style: Semi Geodesic with Vestibule Colours: Orange

Features:
3 person capacity
Dual entrance
Pro Mesh sleeves
lightweight
Spacious - Unique pole configuration provides maximum interior space
Semi-Geodesic construction which is self-supporting and super strong
Seam taped flysheet and groundsheet for long lasting protection. No messy seam sealing
No-see-Um-Mesh 70D
aluminium T6 maximum fatigue life through heat treatment and hard anodising
Can use inner only without flysheet in hot dry climates if desired
Extended Porch/vestibule area excellent for storage for gear, food preparation or those with a lot of kit.
Stuffsack with compression straps helps reduce pack size
#8 zips Heavy Duty Zips on fly
Internal gear pockets
Alloy pegs
Guy lines
Lifetime Warranty
Black Wolf Cicada Geodesic 2 person Hiking tent

Specification:
Capacity: Sleeps 2
Colours: Green (may vary with stock) Weight: 3.2 kg
Size: 330 x 130 x 100 cm
Seams: Heat taped
Floor: Polyester PU 5000mm
Poles: (4) 8.5mm premium T6 alloy
Fly: Polyester PU 3000mm
Function: 2~3 season, Semi-Geodesic, Below the snowline
Packed size: 50 x 17cm
Features:
- Waterproof
- 4-pole tapered foot design
- Front access only
- Super-sized front vestibule (low-rise access)
- Excellent internal space
- Gear hammock
- 2 ventilation points
- 6 guy rope points
- Ring'n'pin colour-coded poles
- packed size 50cm x 17 cm

Portable buBbLe House Pops Up in a Snap

here's a good treehouse,

pre-built and easy to live in cos it's a tee-shirt